If you knew what I came to know, you’ll understand why I’m being this way. I’m horrified by what I saw. Not truly horrified by specifcally what I saw but by the person you really are. And suddenly, in a flick, I realised that I didn’t know you. I felt scared and confused. And now that I’ve gained a step closer to understanding, I feel upset at what I saw. But it will only be for a short while because no matter what, I have always and still respect and adore you as an individual. And That is really nothing to me, and not to say that I’ve half-expected it from the very start.

I get over things very, very easily. But can I beseech you to stop pretending? Please, could you just do that, for me? If not, it’ll be chronic pain on my side. And I don’t buy your pretense.

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