TIRED OF ALL PEOPLE AND AM NOT WISHING TO BE SO ANY FURTHER. IF I CONSIDER YOU A PERSON, PLEASE DO NOT MAKE AN ATTEMPT TO RECOGNISE THAT I’M EXISTING— I BEG OF YOU: DO NOT MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH ME; SPEAK TO ME; NOR EXPRESS MEANINGFUL BODY LANGUAGE TOWARDS ME.
[THIS IS NOT SARCASTIC]
But all of this wouldn’t happen.
So I’ll continue to leave my life [Freudian slip (was not deliberate) :O] live my life until I gather enough resources as soon as possible to pack away to the woods to flourish as a hermit.
I’m feeling really, really sad. And I really do wish to be alone and paddle away to the woods. But since I can’t and its not ideal in my current situation— I’ll make do with it by the art of faking it; something I’m really good at.
[Funny, as I type on unconsciously, do I really consider ‘the woods’ as an ideal place for my hermithood?]
Warning: This is not a case of introvevrsion— all of you whom I consider as ‘people’ just don’t make my existence worthwhile or at least neutral enough to not to be driven over the ledge.
[*Insert swear word* *space* *you*.]